“The town was paper, but the memories were not.”

It started with my mother choosing to spend money to go to California to see her boyfriend rather that get birthday things or plan anything for my birthday.

Fully knowing that birthdays are special to me because she was a dumbass that married a Jehovah’s Witness and in that religion they don’t celebrate anything! , I just had my first Christmas a year ago because my mom divorced my dad.

So a week before my birthday she jets off to California leaves the EBT card and a gift card with 100 dollars on the kitchen counter . Leaving me with one of her friends, who I don’t have a
problem with. So while she is fucking her boyfriend in a mountain stream. I’m stuck in the house watching mindless television with one of my moms friends.

I have to order my own cake , and she flys back the day before and tells me that I’m not going to have presents because she spent so much money in California that I have to wait until Monday when she gets her paycheck. I bite my lip and try not to strangle one of my “Perfect Younger Brothers” while they scream and yell and aimlessly break random shit. I vaguely remember a birthday party for them that costed 200 dollars for the screaming brats.

The day of my birthday I’m woken up by mother screaming at me to get up because we have a therapists appointment , as I get into her office she is clueless to my birthday and I have to tell her that it’s my birthday she claps and brainlessly chatters about stupid shit and how if she knew she would of got me something . And to top it off Only ONE FRIEND remembered it was birthday.

Jul 28
I’m ready to murder someone (rant alert)
Jul 27

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How do you respond to a good friend forgetting your birthday and texting you days after expecting you to be fine with it? How do you respond to that.

Jul 27
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Jul 27

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Jul 27

evilpandaislana:

@emiliederavin : @LanaParrilla Can U Say #cuteness, love ya babe. Watch this little awesome one tonight on #OnceUponATime

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mannequinmode:

claraborde: Volodya Kern and Nariman Malanov after Rick Owens SS15, Ps : men’s fashion week is now over… but stay tuned for Couture!
Jul 27

mannequinmode:

claraborde: Volodya Kern and Nariman Malanov after Rick Owens SS15, Ps : men’s fashion week is now over… but stay tuned for Couture!

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Jul 27

"I don’t want normal, and easy, and simple. I want… I want painful, difficult, life-changing, devastating, passionate, extraordinary.. love.

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blhak:

When you go to do a Friends list, do it on pencil.

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Jul 27